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October 18, 2011
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I want to scream
I want to cry
I want to kick and punch
And get rid of these emotions
Inside of me.

But I wont.

Because that ruins my image
Of a normal girl.

Outside is a normal
Happy, hyper girl.
Inside are all the
Emotions that I can't show.

I want to scream
And shout
And hit
And run away
And cry until I cant see

But I wont
Because you all
Wouldn't handle the real me.

The one who's bitchy
The one that's over sensitive
The one that doesn't listen
The one who hates everything

So leave me alone
So I can cry
And scream
And shout
So that I can be
The person
That no one else sees.
Posted this on my facebook page a while ago, I think its time to upload it here.


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MysticIceKitten Featured By Owner Nov 25, 2012   Artist
It's beautiful and well written. Those emotions are tormenting. Varry good job.
Oilux Featured By Owner Nov 26, 2012  Student Writer
Thank you so much
Torimaki-chan Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2012
I can't even begin to explain how much this describes me. It's beautiful and well written :)
Oilux Featured By Owner Feb 13, 2012  Student Writer
Thank you
RainshadowArtist Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you SO much for writing this. I'm not exaggerating when I say this poem describes me perfectly. Those emotions are tormenting. I go through nearly each day as this nice, somewhat average girl, and everyone accepts it. It's sometimes nauseating to face that I'm the only one who doesn't.
Oilux Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2012  Student Writer
I know exactly how you feel, I mean its just exhausting having to go around with this mask on.
theheatoftheart Featured By Owner Dec 21, 2011  Student General Artist
It's sad people can't show the way they really are...
very beautiful and emotional poetry =)
Oilux Featured By Owner Dec 24, 2011  Student Writer
Thank you :D
KandyKat14 Featured By Owner Nov 27, 2011  Hobbyist
T-T so sad!
Oilux Featured By Owner Nov 27, 2011  Student Writer
I know :crying:
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